unlovedgardenia

05:02 pm: If the girl really tried to tell them the way she felt about things they would just yell at her.
she is alone and helpless unless they tell her she is not.
they would just tell her its not really that bad or "cheer up" or "things will get better, they will be different"
but they dont.
I cant do anything for this girl.
She wont let me out more than just this, i am her angry side...really angry.
she gets mad, but she doesnt get angry.
she wants so badly to be happy, i personally dont see the point in seeking such a fleeting temporary mood adjustment.
but i love her, please help her.
she just wants to know you are there.

06:31 pm: too much

05:24 pm: yes...erin needs to vent.
she is sick and that makes her irritable
so leave the poor wretch be.
She loves you so isnt that good enough?
she is sorry too, does that help?

02:41 am: My friends today i leave you for a while, but i will return one day when that one needs me
for now i am nothing.

11:53 pm: blah!

02:51 pm: I dont think I could agree more with the way that Kyo looks like he feels.
Im done absolutely done...theres nothing I can do right, and i fuck everything I try up.
I cant be there for MelandIcant be there forCrystal,Icantstanduptomysister,Icanteven gotoworkwithoutfeelinglikeI'lldie.
Im tired.Iwanttogo home I want to go home in a good mood, I want people to love me,orat least act like they do, but who cares because i havent done anything to deserve it.I constantly fuck it allmup, why would they love me?
I want to die.

10:49 pm: Yeah, so there is crap and ruin in my life... mostly by the name of...bumbumbum you guessed it.
HAHAH you do know who im talking about right?
Anyway.
Gundamnit we need to get an appartment